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My story began on 18-02-2010 as a simple gynecological cyst operation became a serious, several hours long tumor operation that changed and limited my whole life.
When I awoke the doctor said that the tumor affected the ovaries and the uterus (they took of course), the large intestine, the bladder and the appendix too. I felt that is the end, the world ruined for/around me. I could not really take what happened to me and was not the main thing that I had cancer but the fact I can not have a baby anymore. I carried through seven of eight hard chemotherapies with the support of my husband and my family.
I had the possibility to meet and talk with Tímea six times and I can say that I need the continuation. I feel more energetic after the treatments and I sense and enjoy the beauty of life, the positive impressions more sensitively. May that be that more nice and good thing find me? The heart of the matter is the result after all. My worrisome sleeping problem got much more better after years: less asleeping difficulties, more quantity, better quality.
I could reduce the dosing of medicines against high blood-pressure gradually, and the measured quantity is always optimal. The UH test made these days relieved me as my myoma stagnates but the size of my uterus is decreased by 13 millimeters. The indicated operation is not reasonable now.
My story begins really shortly because I do not have any problem or trouble. Everything is relative of course and his own problem is the biggest to everyone and there is great difference between illness and illness, bad and bad, but I can write that „thanks, I am fine!”. I Exist.
That is so Good that there is Peace for example, I step out the door and none shoots me. Every day is a Holyday. We can Aspire and Trust. That is All Right. Tímea detonated into my life leaving a LoveCrater behind. My whole „going to her” is a Daylight (got by my Dear Wife's Wonder) in the darkest night. My Wife that Fighting Amazon fights her war and won a lot of battles already. She is a neat girl – my girl! I can not be thankful enough to the White Wizard as She is Here with Us a few street far from here in this little town at the feet of Mátra mountain and Helps, Heals us and takes back to the rail the nearly gone off train of our Lives. I know that we had to meet one way or another.
That would better have been happened some earlier of course so my Brother would be still alive and my Wife had not to have so much suffering. But the grief knelt on the floor of that damned hospital is a thing of the past and nothing else happens to us that we Develop. Out of the pit, toward the Light. Slowly, one heal-stair after the other. Just Up. Forever. So you will notice shortly that I should „get down to business” - I wrote already. The main thing is the Faith. The Hope. There is way forward. Does not matter that is an other way But There Is One. A Way to go on. OK, Not by bus but as before. On foot then.
Tímea lives between totally different plains and speaks on different channels as an all-receiver radio we do not understand too much but her broadcast is about Life. Then we feel that we Heal, we become some better people, the forgiveness and the Spirit rises in us, the Heart works better. Trouble dwindles away. Light rushes.
Tímea Nóra Simon – The Right Hand of Goodness. Thank you for have you here for us!
My story began in January of 2009 – I lived with my wife and our two children in financial safety. I had all I wanted but I felt something strange. A process began then: my father became incurably ill day to another and we fought 4 months for his life.
Meanwhile came to light that my business-partner made 15 millions debt in the firm I am responsible for with my own goods. Then my wife notified that she wanted to divorce because we did not live well enough and she have a lover also. All these came in 6 weeks. Then I realised that I did not do my things well but I have to solve these problems and I should not make any compromise brings me to situations like these. I did not know Tímea then but I had helpers helped me in the clearing. In the given cases they opened my eyes and my mind to come back and to have strength and clear thinking to solve the problems.
I met Tímea Nóra Simon first time in the December of 2009. She started to treat my mother but meantime she had to go to an hospital so I went to the treatment. Since then Tímea heals me.
Unfortunately the year 2010 began bad – my husband had got a heart-attack on the new year's day and we were really frightened but by the help of Tímea I took that without fear and crying. My children wondered very much how could I resist the torture as well - that was not typical from me. Before I met Tímea I was stressful and took all things hard. My husband recovered then but an other tragedy happened: I lost my mother. That was really hard but Tímea helped me to process that easier.
Some fragment of my life in a few sentence: in the May of 2008 the then partner of my life and the father of my 1 year old baby after 11 years spent together decided to leave us. He fell in love in the course of his travels with a girl from Thailand. I think that I should not gloss what I came through then. I felt that my life was in ruins and was left no legs to stand on. I can not remember the summer because I lived my life as a zombie.
My mother and a step-grandma attended to my little son. I have to confess that I blamed her for the tearing very much and that caused me some remorse. I was really confused and the main point was for me to be a family again. I was in despair and I called our relatives continously to help me and to bring to reason the father of my son. The time seemed to be slow, every minute was an hour. In the morning I wished to be the night to sleep again. The world was escape from the shame and the loneliness.
I can not really describe the state I was in two years ago. That is unthinkable for me that one was me too. I hated to go to community, I existed by medicines, I had no affinity to anything and I had medical treatment on reflux (kind of stomach illness related to hyperacidity – quite ordinary illness which easy to treat by medicines).
That was not so simple for me. These problems - which an average 14 old child won't hear of - rised in 2008. My parents took me to doctors one after the other and tried to do everything for my healing. I had gastro-duodenoscopia and took pills for years. I hardly ate and do anything at all. The doctors did not see what was wrong with me but that was clear that I had no organic problems. They suspected nothing else but psychical reasons. In my childhood I went to psychologists and we tried to use medicals, vitamins, changing my way of life – these did not work.
My marriage got into a deep crisis after 17 years. Understandably that subverted my life, my view of the world got ruined, everything that meaned my life before got confused. I surely felt that the change was unavoidable, but terrible suffering and endless agony led on the process.
That may sound a tall story to everyone (especially who had not such crisis) but I really was on the verge of neural and psychical collapse. That happened on the winter of 2011 and that time I heard news about Tímea Nóra Simon and her healing works. I started to visit Tímea in January of 2011. My psychical sufferings and the social objects of my life clarified and eased up step by step. Tímea held my hands and helped me on the way.
I divorced after 22 years of marriage. I touched bottom indeed.
Before the divorce I used to take pills yet on headache daily – I could not leave home without my medicine bag. I was tormented by headaches, suffered from depression, my joints ached, the hopelessness overcame on me. I was afraid of going out to the street because of my crying-seizures. I went to doctors one after the other. One of them said I was front-sensitive, other one said that my eyes inflicted the headache. The eye-specialist said that my eyes had no problems in his opinion. Did I succeed the usual migrain headache from my parents maybe? I took different and more stronger pills because my body acclimated to them. Later they were useless. I had more and more physical pain in my legs, shoulders, neck and waist. I put them all down as I had to live my life this way.
